June 17th, 2004

Current Music: the pc humming*haha Subject: hey, long time no tlk Time: 10:17 pm Current Mood: hopeful

well sry everyone i didn't mean to neglect u but i've been on xanga u should look at my xanga site...i'll put it in this journal eventually so u can see it..heehee..well a lot has gone on.. I found out my cuz erin and her boyfriend phil are coming up from Kentucky for the fourth of july..YAY!!!!!I'm soo excited I actually like her bf this time..i usually don't like them haha..He's incredibly sweet to her cuz he's got the southern hospitality thing going on..they moved in together and bought a chocolate lab named BEAR how CUTE..those are really big steps for my cuzin she's never moved in with anyone b4 or bought a pet with them..so i'm really happy for her..but here's my theory*Ok everytime erin gets a boyfriend she brings them to a family event and every event we play bochee ball(dunno how to spell that) and I always beat her boyfriends cuz they're macho losers and i'm a tuff cookie haah not really* it's prolly cuz pitched in softball for 5 years*and bochee ball is a throwing game heehee...so anyway my theory is the guy who beats me will stick around to and him and erin will be together...cuz everytime i beat one of them they end up breaking up*not cuz of me though haha* so since i love phil and erin together i think i'll purposely lose the game cuz i REALLY REALLY REALLY want them to last..they're just good for eachother..so i'm gonna throw the game..which is hard for me cuz i'm competitive but i love erin more than competition and i believe in my theories..heehee...it may be silly but it always follows through..well that's about it i'll update u on phil and erin after the 4th of july heehee much love

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June 7th, 2004

Current Music: birds chirping outside* haha Subject: hmm Time: 01:52 pm Current Mood: busy

SoOo..Today I woke up at 10 am, I dunno why though I'm supposed to be on summer vacation!!!! Then I drank some 7 up..came on AIM talked to some ppl..Then Brit called so I talked to her...Then I did the dishes..I took a shower *with garnier fructis, WOO WOO!!! haha I love that commercial.Oh and I talked to my sis when I first woke up on the telephone..I have so many days already to babysit, 2morrow I get to watch my nephew and cuzin then the 18 I watch my cuzin again...and the 21 I watch my baby nephew again!!haha I love it...those kids are the best..well g2g for now. xoxo

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June 4th, 2004

Current Music: i don't know what complacent means but it sounds good...lol Subject: what's up? Time: 09:44 pm Current Mood: complacent

well i don't have anything interesting to say i'm just typing so no one's neglected ...haha..hmm lets see what's new with me? Im gonna see shrek 2 with sabrina and maybe tiffany, Then Sally's coming over on monday,then erin and I are gonna babysit my 1 year old cousin..9 month old nephew..and her sister who i believe is like 6 years old... on tuesday, then i'm gonna eventually have a sleepover with sabrina and tiffany, and hopefully me and holly and lyzanne (lyzanne doesn't know this yet) will chill... then i dunno what else I'll do after that. OOh I also went to see harry potter at 12:01 am today then got home at 3 am..haha...it was good! I don't care if ya'll think I'm a dork for liking it..ur a dork for not liking it!haahaa j/p...Luv ya'll xoxo

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June 2nd, 2004

Current Music: NFG Subject: school sux...Thank god for summer!!! Time: 12:04 pm Current Mood: pissed off

So I went into school at 9:15am then left after my english final at 11:00am....Haha don't I suck?!?! So I won the battle of the 2000 point essay, my teacher brought the issue to the head of division and they said to disregard the whole essay and just use my final grade. so I spent an hour and a half on the final (was the last one done) cuz I figured I don't give a damn if ya'll wanna talk to eachother cause I want to pass 10th grade! So the teacher averaged our grades and I came out with a 78% which pisses me off cuz it's 2% away from a fricken B. But at least I past above a D. Then I went to pick up my health project and she tells me she had to talk to my english teacher (who hates me...yes hates me!) to make sure I didn't plagerize cuz my writing was "too advanced" I was like WTF..are u calling me a dumbass?? I've always written "advanced" essays it's how I write. Gosh darn I was annoyed..I mean just because I use the words theory and developmental doesn't mean I'm an advanced writter.. maybe she's the dumbass, not me. I'm just annoyed she was talking about me with other teachers without consulting me first. And when she told me she talked to my teacher she goes..."Yeah she didn't know what to say abt ur writting cause she says she hasn't seen much of it this year" (as in I don't turn things in) I was like well maybe because we've been reading books all year and had like 3 papers!ugh I was annoyed..So anyway she rambles abt how wonderful the report is then has the nerve to give me 150 out of 200 points if u don't know that's a 75% after I busted my butt on that paper. Urg I'm so glade summers here! xoxo

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June 1st, 2004

Current Music: story of the year - anthem of our dying day Subject: hmhmhm Time: 03:20 pm Current Mood: mellow

wow i sure had a lot to complain about in that last entry right thurr, haha. SO I had my first three finals today...I greatly dislike finals. Lets see what else...hmhmhm.Oh my cuz and I were reminiscing on our childhood (cuz we were always together growing up since we live 2 minutes from eachother) and he was making fun of me cuz i had an afro when I was three...and he thought it was just sooo funny that a little three year old white girl had an afro...I told my mom the other day she should have bought relaxer for me..hahahaha. She gave me a look. Anywhom we talked about many more memories that I wont get into cuz we will be here all day... then I took a bunch of pictures with ppl I prolly wont see for a while...then yelled at my cuz for smoking....then saw some kids weed he bought for 10 whole bucks haha...then walked home...tlked on aim...cleaned...played catch with the dog...ate....and now i'm online again..haha that was just so worth ur time to read wasn't it ..heehee u know u love me! xoxo

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May 31st, 2004

Current Music: hoobastank cd Subject: frustration Time: 06:56 pm Current Mood: frustrated

Lately I'm so frustrated. My english teacher lost my 2000 yes two-thousand (that wasn't an exageration)point project and is saying that i'm lying about doing it in the first place. I can't find a summer job.I haven't been hanging out with my s-wood friends enough cuz my parents wont let me go out for whatever reason.And I never get to talk to brit and she has to get a summer job so we really wont get to talk.I miss her more than ever right now and we think it's cuz last summer we spent soo much time together and this summer we can't. I really hate that she had to move and as much as I say I'm okay with it now, I will never get used to it and never be okay with it. I don't even have my own cell so it's not like I can call her weekends and stuff, and we don't have a long distance carrier on the home phone. I can't wait until senior year is over and she's back home. xoxo

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May 25th, 2004

Current Music: tv Subject: i'm my little pony! Time: 10:54 pm Current Mood: lethargic

You're My Little Pony!! Sweet and innocent and happy, you make people want to spew burrito chunks. Even a Care Bear could kick your ass. What childhood toy from the 80s are you? brought to you by Quizilla

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Current Music: that prego commercial! Subject: ouch! Time: 06:18 pm Current Mood: amused

so today at lunch tiffany and I went to her locker to get me the MCC talent show tape she bought so I could watch it. Well she opened the top part of her locker and I watched it fling open but decided not to move cause ha well c'mon it's me. SO before I knew it bam! The corner of the metal smacks me in the head. Gosh darn! That sucker hurt like a mofo on christmas..lol..anyway so I moved two isles down to leave the locker bank and good ole tiffany yells "wait let me see it!" And I was like "NO!" And there was this group of people at the end of the locker banks not to mention the whole cafe C and cafe B since we were situated right in the middle of the two...and we realized hmm that sounded really wrong lol..yea so another interesting day for kt. Then we talked to david and the other guys when we were supposed to be "paging" ha as if we ever really do we just throw away the green slips in the stairway garbage cans say we delivered them then talk to ppl...hahaha. yeah so apparently all guys are nasty cause david said it's hot when girls are touching eachother, making out, or my favorite tying guys up and having their way with them.(in case you didn't catch it that was sarcasim!) eh, boys will be boys.... I just don't get them sometimes lol..well g2g... XOXO

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May 24th, 2004

Current Music: my inner evil! lol...your better off not asking Subject: Survey.....again! Time: 05:08 pm Current Mood: accomplished

HAHAHAHA yet another survey stolen from britt..lol What Would You do if..? I cried: I asked you to help: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: I pissed you off: What Do You Think Of My..? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Manerisms: Family: Body: Friends: Decisions: Would You..? Be my friend: Tell me the truth no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Have Sex with me: Ditch me: Use me:

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Current Music: the inferno! Subject: Interestin' Day Time: 03:16 pm Current Mood: naughty

well today was very interesting.Your definitely gonna laugh about my day. Well 2nd hour in math we were all going up to the board to write out problems, my friend josh was walking by infront of me with his back turned towards me, I went to pull the chair back so we'd have enough room for both of us to get by, and some how I managed to totally miss the chair and grab his ass.So he turns around and says to me "ow..someone's feisty!" Omg I could not stop cracking up the sub yelled at me to get back to the problem but I couldn't I just kept laughing. So then in lunch I finally got those two losers to leave me alone by ignoring them until they were like fine we get the hint.I was thinking "FINALLY!" lol...I guess sometimes you can't always be nice, what they were doing to me would be considered sexual harassment...so I think I did the right thing. So then 6th hour tiffany and I went down to the lunch room to tlk to some ppl and david almost went up to these two seniors matt and trent* sigh...to tell them we thought they were hott omg I would've died! But they are so hott! Then we went back up to the library and saw a bunch of ppl having a party so we started to go over and see if we knew anyone..we were just in their view and tiffany went to hit my arm to show me erin was there totally missed and hit me in the boob...I bent over laughing and we both ran over to the books and couldn't stop laughing...then erin came and I told her what was up and she started laughing.It was so damn funny.At the end of 6th tiffany and I were walking through the library on the way to 7th hour and this guy rob body slammed her only he hit her boob really hard..I was like haha payback! So I've decided we had a cycle of payback: I grabbed josh's ass so tiffany hit my boob.... then rob hit tiffany's boob cause she hit mine...hmm what will happen to rob????lol..well I g2g hope you enjoyed my embarrassing yet funny ass day cause I sure did! XOXO

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May 22nd, 2004

Current Music: pirates of the caribbean Time: 09:55 am Current Mood: lazy

Hey so last night it was storming soo hard...wasn't it beautiful? Sally, erin, and I all went out on my deck in the rain and just watched it, it was so awesome. The lightning bolts were so pretty. I was out there for like 20 minutes. I didn't want to go in but we thought we should cuz the lightnig strikes were getting closer and we were surrounded by metal, a wooden deck, and trees. But we still watched it from inside, we even got some pictures of it I hope they turned out. Well anyway it was beautiful. Then we woke up and we are watching pirates of the caribbean! That movie rocks. Then my brother-in-law is bringing over some donuts for us and dropping off my nephew cause we're watching him until tomorrow. Well I g2g...xoxo

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May 21st, 2004

Current Music: Kung Fu Fighting Subject: lalala Time: 05:42 pm Current Mood: happy

so erin and sally are sleeping over toda, yay! lol just like the old days.yeah so today at school the creepy junior was like "I saw you walking with your friends by the park to school." I was thinking omg omg omg STALKER eww he's so creepy.So I was just like "yeah" then quickly changed it to I saw these kids get busted for drugs, ignored them the rest of the time.But it did scare me quite a bit.Yeah but anyways... Britt* I so wish marshmallow was my bf...he's hot, modest, hot, sweet, and hot...lol j/k it's not just about looks he's a really great person.. but he's also fricken adorable.Well all g2g for now my peeps will be here in abt 20 minutes. xoxo

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May 19th, 2004

Subject: rough day Time: 10:28 pm Current Mood: uncomfortable

Hey so this friday my friends sally and erin are sleeping over so that should be fun. We used to always have sleep overs in erin's basement but this time it's just my boring lil one story house.lol.I found out today that my neighbors are being evicted..I was really happy at first cause I don't like them and their not the nicest people to deal with, but then i started to think...which is never a good thing cuz i over think. And I thought about how I'm a catholic and should act like one and care about everyone so now i really do feel bad for them and wish them the best cause it must be hard there's four kids and a mom and the dad left them...so now they're in my prayers despite past arguements we've had. I also got really upset today cause my partner for a test bailed on me last minute to be with someone else leaving me no time to get a new partner, so this is the second time i'm testing alone on a partner test which sucks...honestly i wanted to be mad but I kept my cool...god's realy testing me today.heehee.Yeah but 5th hour at lunch I was still angry about the whole testing situation and these two guys at my study lunch table didn't make it any better.They just started talking to me like a couple weeks ago, and not to classify them but they are druggies..the hard core kind. I mean I've always been taught to be kind to everyone, so despite how much i don't really get along with these guys I'm always nice to them.But lately they don't leave me alone,say things like I love you(even if it's meant to be goofy it's not appropriate to say that),and one of them rubs my back and touches my arms and hands. Now i know i should say something, but i really don't want to be mean to them and i don't know what to do.They really give me the bad kind of goosebumps..I've tried telling some friends so i'd get advice but nobody acknowledges it they don't really see it as a problem. But they aren't the ones in my shoes so i wish someone would give me advice that's helpful but not mean and bitter...despite the way they act i don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.Well I sure do hope i scored some points today for all my patience.heehee..well i g2g. xoxo

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May 15th, 2004

Subject: survey Time: 03:58 pm Current Mood: excited

Take the survey..i stole this from brit hehe* my name: where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me? How well do you know me? Do I smoke? Do I believe in God? When you first saw me what was your impression? My age? Birthday? Color hair? Color eyes? Am I tall or short or average? Do I have any siblings? (If the opposite sex) Have you ever had a crush on me? (If same sex) Have you ever been jealous of me? If yes, details: Who am I in love with? What?s one of my favorite things to do? Do you remember one of the 1st things I said 2 u? What?s your funniest memory of me? what?s my favorite type of music? What is the best feature about me? What is my worst feature? Do you look up or down on me?as a person? Do you think I have morals and values? Am I a leader or a follower? Am I shy or outgoing? Can you picture me dancin?? Can you picture me rollin?? Would you say I am funny? Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules? Any special talents? What?s my best accomplishment? Would you consider me a friend? Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, galm, nerdy, snobby or something else? Have you ever seen me cry? If there was 1 good nickname 4 me what would it be? what is your favorite thing to do with me? Do I drink? Do I do drugs? Have I ever been there for you? Am I fun to be with? Am I smart? Do ya love me? Do ya care about me? Name one way I have changed your life or made an impact in it: Have you lied about anything on this survey:

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April 29th, 2004

Subject: count down! Time: 10:19 pm Current Mood: ecstatic

Hey so today is april 29th which means there's only 7 DAYS left till i go to ohio!!!yipee.lol. So i've decided to check my bags at the airport cuz it takes the same amount of time and I like to pack everything cuz that's just how i am..I pack like i'm never coming back.lol.well g2g xoxo

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April 27th, 2004

Current Music: chingy Subject: lyzanne should be happy now Time: 09:47 pm Current Mood: scared

Lyzanne u should be happy i joined ur richard simmons community...eventhough i've been afraid of the guy for ever. spandex just isn't natural!

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April 26th, 2004

Current Music: backstreet boys (i know im a loser) Subject: wow i'm soo bad at updating this journal! Time: 09:36 pm Current Mood: dorky

so this past friday i went to the mall with britt and sara. Britt told me to stickitdown!haha. then we tormented sara with the curtain dressing rooms at delias and got some nasty looks.haha.lets see.I wrote britt this looooonnngggg note the past few days so far it's 3pgs front and back.hmmm what else is new.I'm babysitting my nephew for four days while my sister and brother-in-law are in vegas moving lisa back to illinois.Lisa's a close friend of my sisters and her and her husband are divorcing cuz he's a no good narcotics cop who doesn't know a good thing when he sees it and would rather mess around with dirty crack whores.So she's living with my sister while she gets on her feet.lets see what else nothing really my life's been dull.well g2g.xoxoxo

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April 13th, 2004

Current Music: nuttin I'm just watchin tv Subject: It's been a while Time: 10:22 pm Current Mood: sleepy

Hey sry it took soo long to write in here again.I'm soo tired I think I'm becoming an insomniac..I can't frigen sleep..haha frigen is my new word.Yea so how was everyone's Easter? leave a comment and tell me how it went.So on Easter weekend I stayed up until 2am chattin wit holly on aim, then my mom woke me up at 6am so i could watch my nephew on his first Easter(he was so adorable!). After that I went to church..I felt really guilty cuz I keept on falling asleep..when i sat, knelt,or stood i slept.oh well hopefully god forgives me...then my dad dropped the money basket that went around and blamed it on the old women next to him that made me laugh for a while.Afterwards my whole entire family on my mom's side with the exception of a few ppl went to mia cucina for *brunch(uck I hate that word it sounds concieded)then my immediate family and a couple of my cousins visited my grandpa at the cemetary.Then I came home watched the matrix, fell asleep...sally called.I went to her house at 7pm got back at 8:30pm.Then britt called at 9pm and we talked until 12am.And then I went back on aim til 2am...*because i'm a frigen insomniac*.So anyways my sis, brother-in-law, nephew, and the dog are moving out this saturday. I'm happy that we'll have more room and money cuz they are expensive ppl to live with I mean how many darn heaters do u honestly need on at once to make a 200 dollar bill..jeez..kidz these days..anywhom but i'll miss them cuz they're good company and It's gonna be weird coming hom to no one everyday..I'm gonna be lonely..tear*lol..But a day later I'll get over it haha.Yea I think that's all..adios..xoxo

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April 7th, 2004

Current Music: Jasmine Trius Subject: hey Time: 07:44 pm Current Mood: moody

So today was very interesting.I talked to tiffany and we both vented about everything there is to vent about.lol.But I'm not gonna say cuz it's sorta personal and not everyone needs to hear about our problems.SO then I got home and I called tiffany and she told me some guy called saying he read a flyer that said she needs a date to prom,even though she's not going. We don't even believe theres flyers their probably just being jerks.Then tiffany told me abt how she has a scooby-doo cup with green water in the bottom that has bones and hamburgers floating around and it amuses her a lot, just like her lava lamp she stares at when she's on acid..haha j/p she doesn't do acid.well that's all..xoxo

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April 5th, 2004

Current Music: Hillary Duff "coming clean" Subject: yay! Time: 09:50 pm Current Mood: excited

So yesterday me and erin bought plane tickets to ohio to see brit!YAY!I'm soo excited.I gotta get her a birthday present, easter present, christmas present, valentines present,and I think that's it...then we have to cram in all the holidays including new years into one weekend...haha. PARTY IN DA BASEMENT!!Who's coming?!?!?LOL.Yeah so I'm actually really afraid of planes... So Brit I am risking my life for you.lol.I've been looking for a job too cuz i'm totally broke and need money for everything!my brother-in-law knows the manager at mcdonald's and says he can get me a job there easy ... but i really wanna try to do it on my own first to see if i can do it...plus i would hate to work at a fast food place.But hay a job is a job.lets see what else is new?.?.?Tiffany told me she wanted to claw me so I'm gonna paw her right back.lol then I told her friend at work to STOP STRESSING OUT TIFFANY! lol...and explained that just because I can't boil an egg doesn't mean I'm not a good person...lol...well I g2g MUAHZ

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